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One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ f i f t y ~ o n e ~ of 100 January 30, 2019 This morning’s perfect cup of tea was made with a big mug, little sleep, no water, and a whole lot of milk ~ steeped for three minutes. ‍♀️ ✨ But it was a the most delightful cup of refreshingly cold milk with hints of chai and cinnamon. Which probably woke me up more than my piping hot tea would have. ✨ Two days in one is okay. We can handle fitting two days in. But three days in one is pushing us into the early hours of the morning. ✨ Here’s to the night shifters needing that extra cup of energy. I am humbled by you. Whether you are up working, studying, caring for your little one or maybe not-so-little one ~ this cup of milk was for you. You rockstars. ✨ Would love to hear your sleepy mishaps too! I know we all have them. Please share! ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550122097295-Y6LXJL92MF0C4PI5N41X/Day+52%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ f i f t y ~ t w o ~ of 100 January 31, 2019 And Kim, I never wanted that Picks disease. Oh Mama. Can I give you a hug? I don’t know what that is. No. It’s how you show someone you love them. Well I don’t need it. Can I show you? This is a hug. Now you can hug me. Oh you want me to put it on you? I was folding laundry, she takes the tank top from my hands and puts it on me, over my shirt. Is that what you were thinking? ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ Layers of warmth. That’s exactly what I was thinking mama. That is a hug after all. ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ “Memories you've shed, Gone for good you feared They're all around you still, Though they've disappeared, Nothing's really left, Or lost without a trace Nothing's gone forever, Only out of place” ~ The Place Where Lost Things Go, Mary Poppins Returns ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550122379584-T1HP9C3BB2UKQ5EDZUBC/Day+53%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ f i f t y ~ t h r e e ~ of 100 February 1, 2019 “The camera is an instrument that teaches people how to see without a camera.” ~ Dorothea Lange ❤️ ✨ Still so much heart. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550347388131-2XQR4YVV1OR4QXK7QVP2/Day+54%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ f i f t y ~ f o u r ~ of 100 February 3, 2019 Entrance and exit claps for grandma all day. He knows just how much she deserves that extra bow. The littlests often have the biggest hearts. ✨ “Piglet noticed that even though he had a very small heart, it could hold a rather large amount of gratitude.” ~ A.A. Milne ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550348345155-622OEOX6O6VKEZB1EYOO/Day+55%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ f i f t y ~ f i v e ~ of 100 February 5, 2019 I think these pages reflect her voice lately. Sometimes the circles are jumbled, the ink dark and heavy. Other days the pages are smooth and light. At some-point there was a shift mid search and she moved her pen to open space and circled ART. Even though it wasn’t a word on the list waiting to be found. ✨ I felt the shift in her too; and in myself when I stopped and took it in as if was hanging on a gallery wall. Sometimes we all need those three letters more than we realize. Maybe it’s a paintbrush, your garden, or dancing shoes. Maybe it’s a messy masterpiece with itty bitty hands on the kitchen floor. Maybe it’s music, pies in the oven, or needle and thread. Pen to paper. Stories on stage. Behind the camera’s lens. Or perhaps within a maze of letters. ✨ It’s ours for the making. The sharing. The celebrating. Thank you for your ART, and mama, thank you for yours. ✨ “Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life.” ~Pablo Picasso ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550348634527-EBZ9W9SAPPVOL4KZ6VJ2/Day+56%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ f i f t y ~ s i x ~ of 100 February 7, 2019 Kim let’s get to that store. I want to be there. I forget what a store is. ✨ A trip to the library seemed like the most perfect “store” to me. It has been quite some time since we all we went out adventuring together. ✨ “The only thing that you absolutely have to know, is the location of the library.” ~ Albert Einstein ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550348727968-J72WXAT41SHZSV2L91PC/Day+58%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ f i f t y ~ s e v e n ~ of 100 February 8, 2019 Springtime peaking through. ✨✨✨✨✨✨ What’s the name of what you got me? ✨ A flower. ✨ Oh. A flower. ✨✨✨✨✨✨ This was when she filled the days with questions. I didn’t know then that there would come a time when I would wish for just one. ✨ I think our little purple flower may be a little too little to catch her eye. We have some planting to do, my Henry Rivers. With a little sun, a little rain, and a lot of love, maybe we’ll sprout a few curiosities too. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550348935702-6TCHEPZC62N5G53TB03N/Day+58%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ f i f t y ~ e i g h t ~ of 100 February 9, 2019 Mama bear, Grandma bear, and Baby bear breakfast. “And it was so good,” she said. Blueberry mustaches all around. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550349085603-I2917KFBGNF0WTYHLKZZ/Day+59%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ f i f t y ~ n i n e ~ of 100 February 10, 2019 After endless double days, I was only seeing double the laundry. These two saw double the superhero capes and ocean waves, turning piles of sheets into nothing short of extraordinary. ✨ “Life must be lived as play.” ~ Plato ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550349214422-2FGOD99BX22VB7CU3KWY/Day+60%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s i x t y ~ of 100 February 11, 2019 It wasn’t until the house was still that I looked up and saw that the fireplace was ready for a fiesta. A cotton candy carnival waiting for celebration. My husband wasn’t home, and unless our little guy found a way to bounce these up there, then mama had to have been the one to decorate. On one of her quietest days she helped me pick up his toys by throwing me a party. A surprise party with jumbo confetti; you just have to be willing to see it. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550349450707-QQG21FGJKR6LEQS0KHNA/Day+61%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s i x t y ~ o n e ~ of 100 February 12, 2019 “Where is Tractor?” She went from one window to the next looking for Tracker but he was too speedy to catch. Around and around he went, pawing a mud-i-ful trench around the house that ended in a very sudsy bath for both us. I think we have the fastest there ever was. ✨ “The world is mud- luscious and puddle-wonderful...” E.E. Cummings ✨ It sure is. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550349580857-IAFG5UPKC592SAJF6EM1/Day+62%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s i x t y ~ t w o ~ of 100 February 14, 2019 From one of my very favorite plays ~ “How many years has it been since we were at the harvest dance? — at any dance? ... I love you, Aggie! I love you more than chocolate biscuits!” ~ Brian Friel’s, Dancing at Lughnasa ✨ Well it wasn’t quite a harvest dance, and we were missing the Irish dialects ☘️, but it was a Nina Simone “Feeling Good” dance that lifted our hearts. I sure do love these three valentines more than all chocolate biscuits there ever could be! ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550444176830-UKCCF9B6065ITUGX4P5N/Day+63%3A100%2C+1+of+2.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550444198804-8RCAXBWPK7MRT4GQI5JE/Day+63%3A100%2C+2+of+1.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s i x t y ~ t h r e e ~ of 100 February 16, 2019 They are so easy to miss, these full hearted split seconds. In our little corner of the universe, it’s where time stands still. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550505537209-3O0DHHZRP9YR0XWFI34X/Day+64%3A100%2C+1+of+3.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550505537206-1OOVNT9LT8OLDNKUMK2N/Day+64%3A100%2C+2+of+3.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550505537483-WOSB4EQDK9JMOZ64S01R/Day+64%3A100%2C+3+of+3.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s i x t y ~ f o u r ~ of 100 February 17, 2019 Water, to Henry, is a never ending stream of fun. Especially when Shu is splashing too. To mama, it has become an invisible threat. It’s not a calming flow of warmth, even when it is warm. I try to imagine what she feels. It seems like it is only ferociously cold, piercing, and heavy. Each drop pounding louder and more thunderous than the one before. ✨ And yet, at least once a day she braves the water. She dips her cup or fork under the faucet in a flash, rinsing it without encountering a single drop. And I am there for the victory. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550607122842-XBNJOIUB866ICC7JQ7CS/Day+65%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s i x t y ~ f i v e ~ of 100 February 18, 2019 And another ♥️. She is so full of h e a r t. ✨ Today, I am thinking about ♥️-ful days ahead for those fighting FTD. One that takes a different road after diagnosis; where treatment is a possibility, and the words, “irreversible” and “there is nothing we can do,” are never spoken. Where post-it notes of, “can I have a brain transplant?” aren’t tucked away. Where memories are kept safe, and faces never blurred. Where a mother doesn’t have to keep drifting away, even while her daughter is holding on so tight. I know it will be different someday. I’m sure of it. And I want to fight for that mother and daughter. ✨ “I dwell in possibility.” ~ Emily Dickinson ✨ I have joined the February With Love fundraising campaign for The Association for Frontotemporal Degeneration (FTD, also known as Picks disease). I am humbled to among such a vibrant community giving a voice to those fighting FTD; celebrating our joys, sharing love, and helping to build a hopeful future. ✨ Thank you for taking a moment out of your day to follow these 100 days. I am beyond touched by your support. If you would like to join me in donating to the With Love Campaign for research, advocacy, awareness, and support. Every bit goes such a long way. Please share with anyone who may find it meaningful. ✨To donate ~ https://www.classy.org/fundraiser/1897238 Thank you with love, Kim ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1551284297713-EFI9LH90QMY428HYODNI/Day+66%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s i x t y ~ s i x ~ of 100 February 19, 2019 • day • s i x t y ~ s i x • of 100 Well, I don’t know about you, but I don’t think I’ve ever seen a sweeter dishtowel. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1551284311100-4KB3YINVS3WISQV97FMD/Day+67%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s i x t y ~ s e v e n ~ of 100 February 20, 2019 • day • s i x t y ~ s e v e n • of 100 If he is still asleep when I turn the car off, then I know without a doubt, that baby’s day out was a smashing success. It’s just me and Henry~ the library, a buggy ride, and maybe a croissant for two. It’s becoming routine. ✨ So are these moments of stillness. It’s just me behind the camera, which is quickly becoming one of my very favorite places to be. Playtime before he stirs ~ messing up, discovering, trying to teach myself the art of this beautiful craft. Then we say goodbye to the lovely Ms. E. who stays with mama so we can have our Wednesday adventures, and I step backwards or forwards into her day. ✨ “Oh good you’re here! And your little boy, too!” is almost always how we are welcomed back in. And every time she says this, I feel so lucky. Henry is ferociously waving (really to himself ☺️), with his cheeks pinched around the happiest smile. All for her. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1551284319484-FW7NB5TMJUQO1H4U9CBS/Day+68%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s i x t y ~ e i g h t ~ of 100 February 21, 2019 “I love him,” she said tickling the hippo. “That’s all.” And off she went. ✨ And that was pretty much all for the day. But it was undoubtedly all that we (all) needed. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1551284352210-V15QPAQAX8CY7IP79Q9I/Day+69%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s i x t y ~ n i n e ~ of 100 February 24, 2019 “All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie dust.” ~ Peter Pan ✨ J.M. Barrie sure knew that a little pixie ✨dirt✨ could give you extra wings. Barefoot and leaf covered. Maybe even chasing after a little Pan. You’ll soon be pixie dusted. I sure was. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1551284360115-2DCQNW3RA8BPXZVTWZXX/Day+70%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s e v e n t y ~ of 100 February 26, 2019 “Don’t tell me the moon is shining, show me the glint of light on broken glass.” ~ Anton Chekhov ✨ Sometimes you need someone else to help you see it. I hope when you do, they are there just when you need it; opening the door to let the light in. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1553538238392-NJI25XKS43XP3GH49W5G/Day+71%3A100.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s e v e n t y ~ o ne ~ of 100 March 1, 2019 I thought mama and I had it rough last night until I saw this little pup. ☺️ ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1553538365928-A6VDUCYYXN9V2P4LVHFH/Day+72%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s e v e n t y ~ t w o ~ of 100 March 15, 2019 An amazon prime surprise for a very special five year old. ✨ Around Christmastime we got a singing telegram from this effervescent dusted gal. It was a mix of “Maliz Navidat” (she was so close ☺️), and “Jingle Bells.” After her encore of a very merry “Pledge of Allegiance”() she signed off with, “Hi Kimmy, I miss you and Henry and Shu and Aunt Linda. I wish I could come take care of you and Aunt Linda.” Her wisdom and heart outnumber her whole hand of 5 birthday fingers. ✨ I know mama would have loved to jump out of the box too. It’s so hard leaving her behind. But sometimes it’s doing what I know she would have wanted to do, the things that would have made her bubble over with laughter, that help the most. ✨ I thought I remembered seeing a photo of her in a giant box. I have yet to find it, but I found out after, that these big box birthday surprises really do run in the family. Popping out of a huge tv box, she surprised her sister on her 50th birthday, on this very same porch. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1553538514333-WEIXRE904MLZD8PQGI24/Day+73%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - Da y ~ s e v e n t y ~ t h r e e ~ of 100 March 16, 2019 17 hours driving south, their green and white VT plates passed through many states in order to fill their nephew’s crib with his first birthday balloons. ✨ “I was so good with you. When we had Kim and Paul.” Every night, this is her mantra, to dad’s picture. Lately I think it’s her way of rehearsing; memorizing the most important lines in her entire world. ✨ He’s here mama. He’s here. And you know what? I think they just may have beat your record for the most hours driven for a birthday celebration. Like mama, like son. ✨ And so we celebrated in the way I know she would have wanted: nose to nose, cheek to cheek, balloon to balloon. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1553538524412-BFO9F6K89N1JARXCSK0X/Day+74%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - Da y ~ s e v e n t y ~ f o u r ~ of 100 March 17, 2019 A belated birthday post, but maybe perfect timing, because I’ve always thought that maybe we’re birthday buddies because of a wee bit O’ Irish luck sprinkled down from from his Grandpa Sullivan. ☘️ ✨ Henry Rivers, you made our first trip around the sun together brighter than I ever could have imagined. You always know how to make the sun shine. ☀️ ✨ Since we lost an hour because of daylight savings, I’ve already marked “cupcakes” on the calendar for November 3rd when we change clocks again. We’ll take back our birthday hour with more cupcake smudged cheeks. I don’t want to miss a minute of celebrating you. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1553538537432-L6TDUKV7A1MJBPQ8CGCS/Day+75%3A100.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s e v e n t y ~ f i v e ~ of 100 March 18, 2019 If this is turning one, can you even imagine turning six thousand? Hang on there pal, six thousand years is a long ride. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1553538762943-ILUZQJ2T11N525EHXXRX/Day+76%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - S e v e n t y ~ s i x ~ of 100 March 23, 2019 Well, looks this has it all under control. So I think I’ll clock out early today. Henry will take care of lunch- for every bite he gives Tracker two. And mama? Tracks will sit as close as he can to her chair. Henry will take in a numbers lesson while she holds up her phase ten cards. He’ll watch her intently, and reach for each one. And maybe she’ll tickle his shoulder and say, “you’re so good.” ✨ They’ll take care of each other. They always do. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1553538559410-SWAGOJTEF2Y7MNUMIH86/Day+77%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s e v e n t y ~ s e v e n ~ of 100 March 25, 2019 Sun dipped songs to start her days. ☀️ He won’t miss a chance to follow me into her room. I’m changing sheets and swapping pants and sweaters, while he’s sliding open her closet door and disappearing inside. Pluck, pluck, pluck, and a few loud bangs, he strums our morning soundtrack. “We were so good. Love you. Sorry I had that picks disease.…” she’ll say, beginning each day with the same greeting to dad’s picture. ☀️ The best part? Whether the sun is out or the moon has taken her place, we get two or three chances to repeat this morning routine in just one day. As long as Henry’s awake when her new day begins, he’s there accompanying her on dad’s guitar. ☀️ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1555100028114-4UWR7ABP2K1G4X93MLIK/48C9DAF2-C9BB-4C65-9D1B-453A76A1B36C.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s e v e n t y ~ e i g h t ~ of 100 March 26, 2019 He’s thinking, “If only I had a hat, too.” (And maybe a to go with the ) ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1555101633260-KXPITGV6QMEB0TTMNM63/Day+79%3A100.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ s e v e n t y ~ n i n e ~ of 100 March 28, 2019 You never know what each second may bring, so keep climbing to the next. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1555100571421-IRWXV8M9HZVZM0S8YNN9/Day+80%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ e i g h t y ~ of 100 March 30, 2019 A squished-button-nose just to see you, mama. I don’t think you can be any more loved than squished-button-nose-loved. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1555100868709-4PGORE3W4DR0X5VI8RFQ/Day+81%3A100.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ e i g h t y ~ o n e ~ of 100 April 1, 2019 I haven’t been ready for April just yet. March 31, 1988 is the very last calendar square in the baby book that she made for me. It has not only been our way of connecting over motherhood, but it has been my guide; my way of looking for answers to the questions I wish I could ask her, and the stories I want to hear. ✨ The first time returning a smile, loving (and eating) toes, funny faces at peaches, babbling alien words (as she put it ☺️), discovering belly buttons, first teeth, and on and on. She left me a map for this wild and extraordinary ride; one that I have been so lucky to have, especially as both of us started our marathon of many firsts on the very same day. ✨ On the last date she writes, “Very silly Kimberly just laughs to laugh.” I would say the same about very silly Henry. ✨ So here we go, kiddo, it’s you and me. If nothing else, we’ll just laugh to laugh our way through. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1555101103014-50YJENBW4KK821SILUKN/Day+82%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ e i g h t y ~ t w o ~ of 100 April 5, 2019 Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. "Pooh!" he whispered. "Yes, Piglet?" "Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw. "I just wanted to be sure of you. A.A. Milne, The House at Pooh Corner ✨ (All the while, unintentionally twinning with Grandma) ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1555101335306-A7ZNXD5ROVTE5AMQWHAJ/Day+83%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ e i g h t y ~ t h r e e ~ of 100 April 7, 2019 Gonna make this garden grow. Just outside her window. ✨ Pulling weeds and picking stones Man is made of dreams and bones Feel the need to grow my own Cause the time is close at hand Painful rain, sun and rain Find my way in nature's chain Tune my body and my brain To the music from the land ~The Garden Song, by David Mallett ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1555101463797-A7FZ1T1L46OT4KTQTHFO/17168029-BD81-49C8-8B07-4F0FA19B73B5.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ e i g h t y ~ f o u r ~ of 100 April 11, 2019 “They talk a lot,” she’ll say about NPR playing, Cat Stevens singing, or me babbling away. She laughs a little. Other times it’s full of wonderment, as if she’s talking about a place she’s never been to. The way that Peter talks about Neverland and Wendy listens; yearning to see it, dreaming to understand. Then there are the times when she’ll say it as if it’s all static. That’s when she may even say, “I don’t know what they talk. I don’t need to hear it.” ✨ Tracker snuggled up like this today (he absolutely did this himself ☺️) made me think about all the noise she hears in one day. When most words no longer have meaning you are lost in a foreign language without a translator. And not just language as we think of it, but the unknown language of objects: a blender, wooden blocks tumbling, a car horn beeping. ✨ There must be times when this is all she wants to do. And you know something...she does. I’ve never connected it until just now; she cocoons herself in her blanket much like this when she sleeps. ✨ Tomorrow I want to listen more closely so that I can turn off all the noise for her when she needs it. I think a day of just her voice saying, “you’re so good,” is very much needed. It has a lasting echo of its own. More than enough to fill the whole day. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1556459162344-C9FZPB3IGGBTHNWDE4PT/Day+87%3A100%2C+1+of+2.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1556459161903-YCDDDTF5FC7IK1IGJ5GB/Day+87%3A100%2C+2+of+2.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ e i g h t y ~ s e v e n ~ of 100 April 19, 2019 More cherry cheeks than baby. ✨ It’s hard to believe that it was our seventh cherry filled April 19th without him. Whether it’s cherry pie, crisp, ice cream, or raspberry cream donuts (it was the closest to cherry we could do that year) we’ll always celebrate dad’s birthday with a cherry cheers in honor of him. ✨ We have no more cinnamon as this little chef decided the crisp needed the entire jar (even his bath smelled more of cinnamon than soap ☺️). It was just the way every April 19th should be, with a new head chef to cherry-up the day. And hopefully those cherry bites were the sweetest for mama. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1556459170707-FFU2USPOV9RFX9YZIZMQ/Day+88%3A100.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ e i g h ty ~ e i g h t ~ of 100 April 21, 2019 Paint, baby feet, and a little cottontail. This bunny sure loves you, Nuh-nuh. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1556459806086-64OFAXC73YXQFG2IPWER/Day+89%3A100.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ e i g h t y ~ n i n e ~ of 100 April 22, 2019 “If you look the right way, you can see that the whole world is a garden.” ~ Frances Hodgson Burnett, The Secret Garden ✨ I’ve been marveling at the azaleas in our yard; feeling so lucky that they are here and promising to obtain a green thumb to care for them. Henry and I added a few more bunches to the table today, but it seems they are never in her view. So we keep adding more jars of azaleas around the house. I want her to experience springtime blossoming too. ✨ Then I hear her say, “I love this.” I poke my head around the corner, thrilled that she sees them now. Except that she’s not even near the flowers. She’s in the living room picking up Henry’s basket of toys and carrying it to a new spot, right near her place at the dining room table. Then she goes back for another basket and once more for his little crate of books. “They’re so good,” she says pointing at the toys she’s lined up in a row. She smiles and sits down at the table covered in pink and purple petals. But she’s not smiling at them; she’s planted her own garden. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1556460257753-3FQNF2XC62TYF1A39QUG/Day+90%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ n i n e t y ~ of 100 April 25, 2019 I follow him and he follows her, wherever she may go. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563238757386-9MTRJ5RMSV2C7PVV3BWX/Day+91%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ n i n e t y ~ o n e ~ of 100 April 29, 2019 “What’s your name?” she asks me. “Where is Kim? I hope she gets here.” ✨ “We have calcium in our bones, iron in our veins, carbon in our souls, and nitrogen in our brains. 93 percent stardust, with souls made of flames, we are all just stars that have people names.” ~ Nikita Gill ✨ Once she asked me, “Was it my mother that said me, Linda?” She seemed so touched when I said yes, your mother named you Linda. It seemed to comfort her just like it comforts me these days; knowing she chose mine. ✨ But as meaningful as names are, they are just letters. Beautifully woven together letters, but letters all the same. ✨ She has yet to say, “Henry.” But she knows him. And at the end of this particularly long day she suddenly looked at me differently than she had all day and said, “Oh, Kim! Good you got here. I was with that girl.” Hopefully she enjoyed her day with “that girl.” ✨ My heart is with those whose names aren’t remembered by their loved ones at the end of the day. I hope they can feel that they are truly, “93 percent stardust, with souls made of flames... just stars that have people names.” ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563239159982-8SHST0ZK51GM0QBDLN7D/Day+93%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ n i n e t y ~ t w o ~ of 100 May 2, 2019 Émile Zola says it best ~ “If you ask me what I came to do in this world, I, an artist, will answer you: I am here to live out loud.” ✨ I was first introduced to this quote at Imagination Stage. I loved seeing it every day. It has stayed with me and speaks beautifully to my inspiration for this project. It has become my dream to help give my mom and others fighting this disease a voice; to help them continue to live out loud. ✨ I am very excited to be heading to the AFTD’s (Association for Temporal Degeneration) annual Education Conference in LA. I’ll be sharing a few photos in a panel about the power of storytelling. Thank you to the AFTD for inviting me to share a bit of this project. I am humbled to be among such a vibrant community helping to build hope for those facing FTD. I can’t wait to learn all I can. ✨ I already miss these two. And you, my ❤️Up, up, and away, I go ✈️ ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563240744602-9G19GYEOFMG01URCOCD9/Day+93%3A100.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ n i n e t y ~ t h r e e May 5, 2019 Maybe the youngest little FTD advocate yet. ✨ Henry left his bath toys to float away and didn’t even touch them last night. Off came my My “Find Help • Share Hope” bracelet from the AFTD conference and he spent all of his bath splashing it in the bubbles, sliding it on and off, and running it under the water (it also happens to be just right for teething). ✨ I’ve never felt more inspired than I have now. Thank you to AFTD for such an informative and hopeful conference and for introducing me to an incredible community of people that already feel like family. And a very special thank you to Lauren for inviting me to share some of this 100 day project in the Power of Storytelling session - what an honor to be among such a vibrant panel- you are all remarkable. ✨ Someday this bracelet will fit on this itty bitty wrist, and when it does Henry, I hope we’ll be there hand in and hand. And maybe at that conference, we’ll be celebrating treatments, and just maybe, a cure. I’ll tell you how you were part of the fight for a cure too, because through your eyes, you saw more. You saw the beauty. The love. The joy. And yes, the sorrow, because I know you can feel it sometimes, too. My Henry Rivers, I cannot wait to thank you one day for helping me see hope. ✨ Tonight there is a special airing 60 minutes about FTD. 7pm eastern, 6pm pacific. Please considering watching and spreading the word! ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563241318701-GTKWHE6H841PROPJ06P3/Day+94%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ n i n e t y ~ f o u r ~ of 100 May 6, 2019 “Darling,” she says to his picture, in the middle of the night. “Darling.” Spoken so effortlessly. ✨ I haven’t heard her say, “darling” or any words even remotely close to “darling” in a very long time. She says the same fragmented sentences every day. It has become a coded language that we share. ✨ I started making a list of the words she used today - blue, ensure, you, go, up, quick, one, thing, cold, bed, another, sit, quick, waters, truck, car, out, work, phase ten, teeth, red.” These words themselves are worth celebrating; I know how lucky we are that we still get to hear her voice. I would have been shocked to hear her say - hello, good morning, banana, shoe, fork, book, dinner, or tree. But she said, “darling.” And she says “I love you.” And she says “you’re so good.” And she says “your little boy.” ✨ The brain is fascinating. And the heart - the heart is undeniably miraculous. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563241553574-7S4B45YXI6JXJW60HRCC/Day+95%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ n i n e t y ~ f i v e ~ of 100 Mother’s Day, May 12, 2019 I was in the middle of writing something else for a different photo, but then my aunt called. Recently her sisters are called many different names in one phone call- but today she was “mother” for the entire time. That’s never happened before. “And mother, you should get with me to be with me?” I hadn’t even mentioned Mother’s day; she hasn’t understood holidays for a few years (but I tried to make today special by adding the most delicious farmer’s market strawberries in her smoothie instead of frozen ). I also never her call her mother. I always call her mama. ✨ It could be the fever, we haven’t been able to beat it for days now. It could be a name mix up, but I really don’t think so. It was her tone; it was different somehow. Lighter. Softer. Sweeter. I think she needed her mother today and it makes me smile that in her world her mother was there for her. I have one photo with Loretta, my grandmother. I was three weeks early and she died three weeks after I was born. Mama always said that I came early so I could meet her, and that her mother hung on to meet me. And today on the phone she told her mother about Henry. “And Kim has her little boy,” she said. And then a few hours later she lifted up the phone saying, “that’s when my mother talked me.” ✨ “All the forces on this planet, will never beat that of a Mother’s love.” ~ Elle Smith, The Way Back Home ✨ Now that I’m a mama, I have felt it, and I know it’s true. Nothing can beat that of a mother’s love. Sending extra love to anyone who may need a little more today. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563241703131-2GSYJEFHH6RTN2RFWAN4/IMG_5842.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563241703075-DTKBKZAXZPIMQMA8HZRL/IMG_5843.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ n i n e t y ~ s i x ~ of 100 May 17, 2019 For you, mama. And maybe, for me. ~ “I know this transformation is painful, but you’re not falling apart; you’re just falling into something different, with a new capacity to be beautiful.” ~ William C. Hannan ✨ These days have been harder. But you still reach for your hat, and I reach for my camera, and then I know we’re okay. I think my camera is what I’m falling into, and it’s because of you. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563242074144-AXXUBI0T0C27V6VL6V5L/Day+97%3A100%2C+1+of+2.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563242074338-UXMRDW5OUIWPUAHD5MEO/Day+98%3A100+2+of+2.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ n i n e t y ~ s e v e n ~ of 100 May 19, 2019 “It's amazing the difference A bit of sky can make.” ~ Shel Silverstein, Where the Sildewalk Ends ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563242199826-MLLKGT052R9P4AWUKNL3/Day+98%3A100.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ n i n e t y ~ e i g h t ~ of 100 May 23, 2019 Cheers, Nuh-Nuh! ✨ I try to be like you: never giving up, cheersing her every chance you can. I’m learning from you, my Henry Rivers. Your perseverance is astounding. And you know what? Maybe your name has even more meaning that we thought. ✨ “Rivers know this: there is no hurry. We shall get there some day.” A.A. Milne, Winnie-the-Pooh (Winnie-the-Pooh, #1) ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563242541419-88I710252IWQTTNAEJCY/Day+99%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ n i n e t y ~ n i n e ~ of 100 May 30, 2019 “How many moons are there in America?” This was when our days were filled with questions. The very early days of her diagnosis. I didn’t know then there would a come a day when I would wish for just one. ✨ “Mmmm-nnnn” Henry softly hums, pointing to the moon. It was his first “word” after Mama, Dada, and Nuh-Nuh. I like to think that she’s passed her questions to him. They are not borrowed or unfortunately even shared. They are gifted. ✨ We have just started seeing the first fireflies in the yard, and I remember chasing them with her; jumping and twirling, cupping our hands and opening them ever so slowly, hoping our palms would glow. I’ve been dreaming of them lately; their bellies so full that they could burst, but instead they glow. But glow of what? In my dreams, they are full of memories. What else could glow as bright as the moon? Maybe that’s the tale of the fireflies, or maybe the one I’ll write with Henry. I just can’t think that these memories can burst or be erased. So they glow. Glowing of moments too precious to disappear, and then carried in the bellies of fireflies to be dispersed. ✨ And it happened to be a day when she was maybe the quietest yet, and when the fireflies were out, dancing. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563242635969-T6POS1NCJ1R5LI37HYXK/IMG_0772.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1563242637665-H2PX5DFXYQ29BI3W52PY/IMG_0848.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 51 to 100 - D a y ~ o n e ~ h u n d r e d ~ of 100 June 2, 2019 One second it’s “I’m not good. I used to be good.” Then a moment later, with an unexpected turn and few steps towards the sun, she’s one foot into the garden. And ultimately (and surprisingly) it’s “I love you” to this little boy she couldn’t even see at first, and before this moment had yet to reach out to him for quite a few days. ✨ Henry you know how to lead us there every time, to the place budding with possibility. While I’ve been the “caregiver,” you both have been caregiving for me. I follow on your search of the sidewalk’s end, and when we are there, I find me. I haven’t had to teach you, you’ve both been showing me all along to: ✨ “Listen to the mustn'ts, child. Listen to the don'ts. Listen to the shouldn'ts, the impossibles, the won'ts. Listen to the never haves, then listen close to me... Anything can happen, child. Anything can be.” ~ Shel Silverstein ✨✨✨ “There is a place where the sidewalk ends And before the street begins, And there the grass grows soft and white, And there the sun burns crimson bright, And there the moon-bird rests from his flight To cool in the peppermint wind. Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black And the dark street winds and bends. Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow, And watch where the chalk-white arrows go To the place where the sidewalk ends... For the children, they mark, and the children, they know The place where the sidewalk ends.” ~ Shel Silverstein, Where the Sidewalk Ends ✨ https://www.turningsixthousand.com/home/2018/12/7/the-every-day-project-one-photo-a-day-for-100-days monthly 0.5 2019-02-14 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1544197404283-WIRNYB6KLTHPTGWZRNYT/Day+1%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ o n e ~ of 100 December 1, 2018 100 days from December 1st, Henry will have taken his first trip around the sun. Last year my goal was 100 (+) one second clips of my days with mama while waiting on Henry. This year I want to play with my camera and hopefully learn some storytelling techniques. Here’s to capturing 100 moments ~ the messy, the magical, and all that’s in between. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1544197756898-0NJRTG2H2MZDIINRGLO2/Day+2%3A100.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ t w o ~ of 100 December 2, 2018 “Is that Tractor?” I often wonder what the world looks like to her. Though Tracker is his name, “Tractor” really does suit our big goofy hound rather well. Especially after he has made many attempts (and too many completed ones) at sharing her dinner. I wonder what Henry’s elephant looked like to her at this very moment. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1544412008159-VZH2TO22ZRBW28W9A4V4/Day+3%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ t h r e e ~ of 100 December 3, 2018 Sitting down for dinner, she takes the flowers out of the glass and says, “and this is what I drink?” Flower infused water. Sounds absolutely delightful, doesn’t it? ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1544412074751-VNA7PF1U9M7NAAFRULHR/Day+4%3A100.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ f o u r ~ of 100 December 4, 2018 Looking up to Grandma. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1544412597415-VULOV4NETREHZH2LCZV7/Day+5%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ f i v e ~ of 100 December 5, 2018 “And Kim, you’ll never have a Picks disease.” ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1544412710787-WK97X9MBU88YM09TUCFR/Day+6%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ s i x ~ of 100 December 6, 2018 This boy curls up everywhere - a sun spot in the kitchen, next to Henry’s crib, in chairs that I can’t figure out how he fits in. This morning he kept scratching at mom’s door, which he doesn’t normally do. Today all he wanted was to stay snuggled in her blankets. They always seem to know, don’t they? ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1544412773839-WYK41UJ4NQJIQOAR0CV9/Day+7%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ s e v e n ~ of 100 December 7, 2018 Henry, someday I’ll tell you about your first Christmas tree. The one that we loved the most because it felt a little “wilder” than the rest. When we got home you waved grandma, and grandma waived to the tree. And with a little imagination its branches looked like they could have been waving back. ✨ ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1544412930339-S1HY6S8L8YB8UYSXU94M/Day+8%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ e i g h t ~ of 100 December 8. 2018 Would you like some pie? I don’t know. I don’t remember. Oh, mama. Just. You. Wait. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1544413074537-DG4NIFSZYRIYTV386EWX/Day+9%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ n i n e ~ of 100 December 9, 2018 Baby’s first taste of snow. ❄️ Next time I’ll bring out the syrup. Mama’s tradition. Every snow day we drizzled art in the snow with chocolate syrup and maple syrup and then licked it up. South Carolina, thank you for this much wished for snow. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1544501075190-BCPA2UFNWDUWC9VNH4X8/Day+10%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ t e n ~ of 100 December 10, 2018 I never noticed that paper clip on their ornament before. There is always one ornament missing that little hook, isn’t there? You search for an extra and you can never find one so you scrounge up ribbon, a rubber band, or a Christmas red paper clip. I wonder which year it became part of the tree and who bent it into place. You never know, maybe it will be that Christmas red paper clip that will help her remember. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545615386923-89EKERFA91SV0VHK8JQU/Day+11%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ e l e v e n ~ of 100 December 11, 2018 “And you’re so good with Kim.” ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545615564408-5J4K4Q13M2LW693P2X5M/Day+12%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ t w e l v e ~ of 100 December 12. 2018 Brave like ✨you✨ ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545615920777-89JU0GW2FSYMQ4KHPY29/Day+13%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ t h i r t e e n ~ of 100 December 13, 2018 Between shampoo and conditioner, the shower curtain ripped back and there she was, with a golden smile. “Oh, good to see you!” she said, as if she had been missing me for quite some time. And there we stood smiling at each other like we hadn’t just spent the whole day side by side. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545616376641-EJ1F7QMUMFAKNYRXHED3/IMG_2275.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ f o u r t e e n ~ of 100 December 14, 2018 This morning Henry was waving to his shadow and just a few weeks ago mama was waving to hers, asking, “who is she?” I love discovering with these two. Soon we may try to Peter Pan it and stick our shadows on with soap. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545616706575-FTYU40H2OUE6WQKWN4UI/IMG_2374.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ f i f t e e n ~ of 100 December 15, 2018 Sea breeze, sandy toes, and seashell treasures to nourish the soul. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545616895970-S8MCI7WJ5K1XC05D81TG/Day+16%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ s i x t e e n ~ of 100 December 16, 2018 Henry, besides The Beatles, cherry pie, and Christmas lights, one way that you will know your grandpa (my papa ) is through those ocean waves that he loved so much. And your grandma? Here is what is so beautiful about her. I wouldn’t say she couldn’t live without the ocean like my dad. Or mountains, October trees, or pumpkins, like me. I’m honestly not sure what delighted her more than anything (maybe blueberry picking) because she always loved what we loved, the most. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545616993478-HVKJ5DBA1N3UHEMR0NKI/Day+17%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ s e v e n t e e n ~ of 100 December 17, 2018 One of my favorite moments throughout the day. It’s the way she confidently swishes the towel. So familiar. So sure. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545617081451-TFB8MDJ5U4QGFODI75OA/IMG_2377.jpg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ e i g h t e e n ~ of 100 December 18, 2018 I can’t find my bedroom. Where did you put it? ✨ (I turn on the light for her.) ✨ Oh, here it is! Thank you! ✨ ...and it just so happens that Henry has just discovered (and can’t get enough of) light switches. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545626143017-AGLGTE05NX3PPO7JJALK/Day+19%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ n i n e t e e n ~ of 100 December 19, 2018 Just to be near you. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545626984384-8L9JWGHR053L6XW5HDW1/Day+20%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ t w e n t y ~ of 100 December 20, 2018 My very own Gene Kelly, declaring there are, “waters!” Just as she she calls it ☔️ She asks again and again when he will be home. The moment he walks in he door she is the first to say, “and I’m glad you got here!” These two are as sunny as can be ☀️ ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545627414493-FWKLYDHVVID3EU1J1P23/Day+21%3A100.jpeg Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ t w e n t y ~ o n e ~ of 100 December 21. 2018 It always makes me smile when she asks, “Where is your little boy? And Tractor?” ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545627530813-L4FUT1LBZ4GKKABAVO72/Day+22%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ t w e n t y ~ t w o ~ of 100 December 22, 2018 Mama, let’s go back to bed. ✨ But I thought I should be with you. (she points outside to my car) I wanted to go with you. In the bed. ✨ Her words may get mixed up. But her heart, never. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1545627783181-ZRQ2HYBUW42NBLYGMT2U/Day+23%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ t w e n t y ~ t h r e e ~ of 100 December 23, 2018 “There’s rosemary, that’s for remembrance; pray, love, remember; and there is pansies, that’s for thoughts...” ~ Shakespeare, Hamlet ✨ Oranges for rememberanceWe always found a tangerine in the toe of our stocking, and it was treasured just as much as all the trinkets that were stacked on top of it. Oranges have always smelled like Christmas to me. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549921736037-R7PSJ4FTTG54AYFOHW3R/Day+24%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ t w e n t y ~ f o u r ~ of 100 December 24, 2018 Crawling into Christmas with hopeful hearts and some pretty swell suspenders. “And good you got him!” she said, bending down to pick a bit of something off of his pants. Then she walked to the trash can and said, “good I got this off Kim‘s little boy.” ✨ Wishing you the brightest eyes to see even the littlest of merry moments this holiday. It’s when you start really looking for them that they find you. That’s what she taught me today. It’s part of the magic of Christmas, I think. ✨ ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549922258545-TF2O5C01LPHXWYOQEEB5/Day+26+of+1%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549922268154-RTHBM50X8Y5FMT2EDDGQ/Day+26+of+2%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - Day ~ t w e n t y ~ f i v e ~ of 100 December 25, 2018 “I’m not good,” she said grabbing my arm as I was rushing about the kitchen, a cranberry splattered spoon in one hand and a baby bib in the other. She couldn’t have been further away from Christmas, but think she could feel it. The energy was different. Maybe she had tastes of remembrance ~ the purple eggplant hat, orange iced cinnamon buns, of losing her love on Christmas Day, six years ago. There she was sitting in the middle of it, her chair just feet from the stove so she could watch the clock. A comfort in all the hustle and bustle. ✨ I wanted to say that she was radiant. That if there was a word more meaningful than love, she would be it. But not many words reach her anymore. “Let’s call Paul,” I was grasping for something to lift her heart and I knew the little guy in the purple eggplant hat from 25 years ago would do it. “My Paul,” she smiled. ✨ “My Paul.” If love could speak that it is how it would sound. There she was. Glowing with the light of Christmas, for her son. ✨ I recently found her holiday card from my brother’s first Christmas and I ran to a box in the closet where I have a few Halloween costumes saved that she had made. I knew it looked familiar. There was the little purple hat stuffed in the folds of my “butterfly princess” wings that she had sewn. Baby’s eggplant hat found its second Christmas. ✨ ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550133707236-VXD7CTNJ0ICQC56MSBRK/Day+26%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t w e n t y ~ s i x ~ of 100 January 1, 2019 Whatever this year may bring, I hope to embrace it with this just as much gusto, determination, and wonder as this little fella here. Greeting 2019 with tremendous gratitude for all that made life so sweet in 2018. Especially this hat, I mean, baby ...watching my ❤️ become an incredible papa, days with mama, beautiful family and friends, and much more. Oh so much more. Wishing you and yours a very hopeful start to the year! ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549942016893-QOBV79Q84LJ26VMDDQUT/Day+27%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t w e n t y ~ s e v e n ~ of 100 January 6, 2019 “And Kevin, it’s January now,” I heard her whisper to his picture in her room. I had just told her that it was January, and she paused. “What’s January?” This was last year’s beginning. ✨ “Mama, it’s January.” I waited. This year is already so much quieter. ✨ And then she started dancing. ✨ January is a dance, isn’t it? Dancing for all that grew our hearts the year before. Dancing to lift the weight of what holds us down. Dancing new light in. ✨ Dancing for you, Mama. Dancing for me. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549942221953-TCFS69J7BQX0A1EVUTT2/Day+28%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t w e n t y ~ e i g h t ~ of 100 January 7, 2019 We found our very own kitchen elf today. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549942605996-W5ZD37X02E8JSZBVKRPY/Day+29%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t w e n t y ~ n i n e ~ of 100 January 8, 2019 Just a few pages ago, every word is crisply circled. Not a single word is left to be found. Not one line out of place. A daily routine that she has perfected, even though the meaning behind the words is missing. ✨ Today’s has letters circled - an “X,” and “C,” and, “TY.” A few words found. Most untouched. ✨ And then she has circled, “HOPES.” ✨ There it is. There she is. Glimmering through. And you know, maybe this word hasn’t lost its meaning. Maybe it is still there. I have to believe it is. After all, Emily Dickinson says so. ✨ Hope is the thing with feathers - That perches in the soul - And sings the tune without the words - And never stops - at all - ~ Emily Dickinson ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549942828926-0QYMQVEZ6T9VMRE3UAGC/IMG_0262.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t h i r t y ~ of 100 January, 9 2019 ✨ Scoot, scoot, scoot, to sit as close to grandma as possible. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549943761785-2I33MIC5DMQQYZ0W9PP5/Day+31%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t h i r t y ~ o n e ~ of 100 January 10, 2019 “And good when I was with my Kevin, we knew what we could eat.” ✨ So tonight when she sat down with chocolate popcorn for dinner, I said, “thank you, mama.” And left her soup to get cold. ✨ Because sometimes it’s about hearing her say, “this is so good,” with a smile sweeter than all the moose chocolate there ever was. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549943972849-OPUXBN5VY8BG54XGTV8T/Day+32%3A100%2C+1+of+2.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549943983376-PVOXI2G3KCV575XR3UXZ/Day+32%3A100%2C+2+of+2.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t h i r t y ~ t w o ~ of 100 January 11, 2019 I couldn’t make out what she was saying to him ~ ABBA’s “shining like the sun, smiling having fun, feeling like a number one,” was sunny-ing up the kitchen and adding flair to our afternoon. I came back with his water cup to find his spoon in my coffee, my mug on his tray. “Good that’s for him,” she said. ✨ I couldn’t bring myself to drink that cup right away. It was too special. I’ll just warm it up for him in a few years ☺️ ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549944267225-QQJDT0GTSACF1ZH810A6/Day+33%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t h i r t y ~ t h r e e ~ of 100 January 12, 2019 “Is that your little boy?” she asks. ✨ In order for the light to shine so brightly, the darkness must be present. ~ Francis Bacon ✨ Her light shines ever so ✨bright✨. These patches come and they go... ✨ And tomorrow is a ☀️ new ☀️ day. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549944417600-V9OT2LVMK40AMDUYBXBF/Day+34%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t h i r t y ~ f o u r ~ of 100 January 13, 2019 An Afternoon Farce ~ Footsteps. Door opening. Door slam. Baby. She’s running down the stairs. Rips the blanket off me, “Oh, here you are! And your little boy, up there!” ✨ Yes. My-now-very-awake-little-boy-who-finally-fell-asleep-little-boy-who-really-desperately-needed-a-very-long-nap-little-boy. ✨ “He talks a lot.” ✨ My little boy. Talking a whole lot for sure. Thank you for this ☀️new☀️ day, mama. And the laughs for sure. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549944857702-8HKW0Y97ORVUZE01OOHX/Day+35%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t h i r t y ~ f i v e ~ of 100 January 14, 2019 A sweater sharing kind of day. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549945001981-4S3PYX1QRCURAIVGR6VY/Day+36%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t h i r t y ~ s i x ~ of 100 January 15, 2019 H is for Henry. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549946520202-FTPES8JFQEZ25UPOEIO6/Day+37%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t h i r t y ~ s e v e n ~ of 100 January 16, 2019 "“But my darling, there’s no such thing as the light at the end of the tunnel, you must realize that you are the light.” ~Anonymous ✨ Chasing your ✨light✨ behind this is helping me find the bits of light I was missing before. And it’s helping me find mine, too. Thank you, mama. ✨ I made it into this one. Well, my shadow did. Can you spot me? ☝️ ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549945448451-AF92IN24DSZ555A3UM3L/Day+38%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t h i r t y ~ e i g h t ~ of 100 January 17, 2019 In honor of Mary Oliver’s passing today. ✨ “I saw that worrying had come to nothing and gave it up. And took my old body and went out into the morning, and sang.” ~ Mary Oliver ✨ Thank you for your words, Mary Oliver. I have looked to them a lot lately ~ when my heart is heavy and when my soul is full. You were, and forever will be, so cherished. I hope by this little guy one day too. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549945641734-94I0C5GOKCCJYHQ4YENJ/Day+39%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ t h i r t y ~ n i n e ~ of 100 January 18, 2019 “Seven cards of one color” has never looked so bright. ❤️ ✨ ✨ “I found I could say things with color and shapes that I couldn't say any other way - things I had no words for.” ~ Georgia O’Keeff ✨ There were not many words today, but she added in more color. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549945858055-P1Q8VV0TM1BHB1PH2NFR/Day+40%3A100JPG.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ f o r t y ~ of 100 January 19, 2019 My lunch bunch. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549946717507-VY2ZP61YHYPM4SDIK8MC/IMG_1099.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ f o r t y ~ o n e ~ of 100 January 21, 2019 All on deck kind of day. Sometimes you just have to roll with it. ‍♀️ ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549946975490-OKATI8NHI5GA0TL8C3Y8/Day+42%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ f o r t y ~ t w o ~ of 100 January 21, 2019 Warm hues of lavender and roses ~ drawers of wildflowers. ✨ I must have been channeling a bit of Marie Kondo and only keeping what “sparked joy” of wildflowers when simplifying mama’s closet. So when sweaters become pants and shirts are inside out, backwards, and layered thick, all that matters is that she is wrapped in petals of soft pink and lilac. ✨ You belong among the wildflowers You belong somewhere close to me Far away from your trouble and worries You belong somewhere you feel free ~ Tom Petty, Wildflowers https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549947096646-55BQGJJ43ESWIP5L2VOW/IMG_1389.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ f o r t y ~ t h r e e ~ of 100 January 22, 2019 When I found this beautiful book, I knew that really it found me. For the days that she is all too aware that she is traveling further and further away. For the days when she is caught somewhere between. For the “I’m not good,” and the “I used to be good,” days. For you, mama. For Henry. For me. ✨ “And you belong right here, where you’re home, and where I hold you close. Of all the wonders I’ve ever known you’re the one I love the most.” ✨ “You are a dream that the world once dreamt and now you are part of its song. That’s why you are here, in the place where you’re meant, for this is right where you belong.” ✨ “And no matter what places you travel to, what wonders you choose to see, I will always belong right here with you, and you’ll always be long with me.” ~ You Belong Here by M.H. Clark ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549947300880-XYFRFNIPMHLA4TKHUXUK/Day+45%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ f o r t y ~ f o u r ~ of 100 January 23, 2019 “Never give up, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn.” ~ Harriet Beecher Stowe ✨ Baby’s first walk with Grandma. ✨ An imperfect photo, I’m not fast enough with the settings yet , but it’s the most perfect to me. I hope those 60 seconds were just as perfect for her, too. ✨ “Did she say his name? Or hold him?” Shu was excited to hear what I was so over the moon about. No, not yet. But she might. I never thought she would take him for an afternoon stroll either. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549949554082-C7HKSN9GTGNKUFPV54KE/Day+45%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ f o r t y ~ f i v e ~ of 100 January 24, 2019 Mama, I wish you could see what I see. ✨ I’ll keep telling you, and I’ll keep showing you, and I’ll remember for you ~ how good you were, and how astonishing you are now. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550119164067-118O1YKF12Q5HY303W6W/Day+46%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ f o r t y ~ s i x ~ of 100 January 25, 2019 “The day will be what you make it, so rise like the sun, and burn.” ~ William C. Hannan ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1549947965734-F48AHEDWLE25JTV6C71O/Day+47%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ f o r t y ~ s e v e n ~ of 100 January 26, 2019 Saturdays are for sisters. ✨ https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/59efc563e9bfdfb6e403b176/1550119501759-6EKHGYIGR6HUSA76GEPX/Day+48%3A100.JPG Entries - One Photo a Day ~ days 1 to 50 - D a y ~ f o r t y ~ e i g h t ~ of 100 January 27, 2019 “It’s not what you look at that matters, it’s what you see.” ~ Henry David Thoreau ✨ The way he looks at her. Just love. He doesn’t know what used to be. It’s not the “long goodbye” for him. 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